A decision, and an allergic reaction

I didnt end up falling asleep utill atleast 3 in the morning, possibly later. I was exhausted all day and had yet another horrible back ache. And it didnt help that the bus i ride hurts my back incredibly bad. So a hour plus ride a.m and p.m really sucked. Luckily it was a half day and i didnt have to do alot of work today. We watched a movie in History class, and i put my head down for a bit. That just hurt my back more.! Great.! I can never win. School did however go back really fast today, i guess it did help that there was only about 4 1/2 hour in the day. Befour i knew it, it was my favorite class, art.! I got to finish my mommys birthday card. Its huge. It says Happy Birthday Mommy in big green sparkely letters. And has has two white and red hearts in. I hope she loves it.! When i was bringing the birthday card on the bus a huge gust of wind came and blew the card into my face throwing green glitter in my eyes. It burned so bad. And i had green glitter all over my face. Just wonderful, right.?

Fast foward to when i get home. My mom has lumps in her breasts, and needs to get a whole bunch of tests. Today she was going to get an MRI. Apparently she alergic to the contrast die they injected her with. Her whole face, neck, chest, and face broke out in hives, and she was all lightheaded. Here i am on my way home from school expecting my mom to be fine, and us about to go to Wal-Mart when i get home. Instead i walk in the door to find a bright red, puffy faced mom.! I was scared somone just poisned her. She told me everything that happened and how she felt like her face was being ripped off, how the people there told her to take benadryl to help with the swelling. Im just glad shes okay and feeling better now.

We did eventually get to go to Wal-Mart, after there stupid soaps were over. I wanted to get my mom some more birthday presents. I deffently wanted to get her chocolate covered cherries, because there one of her favorites. But no Wal-Mart didnt want to have any, dumb store. I did however get her a HungryManDinner, a Beer Batter Chicken and Cheese fries. Oh i got myself one too, along with a Popcorn Chicken one, two more Kid Cuisins, A M&M Ice Cream Sandwhich, and a Snickers Ice Cream Cone. Seriously Kill me.! Why do I tourtore myself with that shit. Because im retarted.
So anway, there was this little girl in the frozen meal isle, she was so cute. She went into one of the doors, and took out like 8 frozen meals.! And yelled, "they have my lingunni.!" She threw them in her grandma/moms carts and looked at me and gave me this huge smile. I just busted out laughing so hard. It seriously made my whole day. It may be a "You had to be there" momment, but still.

After we got home from Wal-Mart I brought all of my stuff i bought up to my room and shoved it into my mini-fridge. I laughed, i know ill binge because im a fatty. So to occupy myself i took out the spongebob stickers i bought and stuck them all over my laptop cover. Now my laptop is cover in my sexi husband. And I cleaned my room up to occupy my mind from that food. I wish Billy (my boy friend) would have texted me to come over. It would have been so much easier. Or i could have gotten the guts to go to my brothers basketball game, damn social anxiety. His team did win though. By one point.! There teams currently in fourth place i think.

I finally decided on a date for treatment. I decided that no matter what weight i am, i will go into Brandywine on March 14,2011 if they have a bed. I still wanna be 79 when i go in, which is totally atainable, im 4.8 pounds away. Even though i gained .2 from yesterday, but its better than what i thought i would. Ill deffently make it, and probably then some. I told Banks about going today, but just in passing. And i told Amy. She planning on going the same day, this is not going to look good for us. Maybe one of us will go the 14th, and the other the 15th.? We deffently dont need the staff there up our asses saying shit. I need Amy there, shes going to help me so much in this process. And i know ill help her too.! Were in this togerher.! <3