Monday, March 7, 2011

Frantic birthday breakfasts

I didnt fall asleep untill atleast 3 oclock in the morning last night, maybe later. My alarm was set to go off at 5:50, but it didnt. Good thing i rolled over and looked at my clock at about 6:10 or else i never would have been able to make my moms birthday breakfast. I went and woke my brother up to help me cook. We went down stairs and i got everything together. Two eggs, bacon, and two medium potatoes. I gave my brother the simple task of peeling the potatoes while i went to get dressed. I went up stairs did my morning routine, only lost .4 pounds from yesterday. Better than nothing i guess. My BMI is now 14.1, im only 3.4 pounds away from my UGW.!
After i was done getting changed i went downstairs to start my moms breakfast. My brother cant peel potatoes for his life, he only peeled half of one. Theres another thing i needed to do. So i peeled the potatoes and cut them up into cubes, and threw them i a pan. I cooked almost a whole pound of bacon, i got burned alot. I burned some of the poatoes because i wasnt paying attention, im only one person, and my brother left me. So i had to do eerything myself. I then cooked her two eggs over easy, and got my brother to put some toast in the toaster. I send him to go wake her up while i was finishing everything, and putting the food on the plates. I poured her a glass of OJ, A mug of coffe and buttered her toast. VoilĂ  finished.!
Now its freak out time. By the time im done, it 7:15, my bus comes in a few minutes. I still have to go my make-up. So me being the crazy person i am, run and start doing it, i get done its less than 5 minutes. I know im awesome.! My bus came right after i pee'd and put my jacket on. Lucky Me.

The buss ride was painful, as always. School was boring, i did work in every class today. Which never happens, because i either dont want to or i sleep. I guess today was producdtive, even though my back was killing me, like it does practially everyday. I gave Christen the scooby doo stickers i bought her. Then at lunch i gave Ms. Datts and Mr. M the clarkbar i bought them. They were happy. The day went by pretty fast, befour i knew it they werecalling the end of seventh period.

I changed right into my pj's once i got home. I needed to relax a little. So i layed down with Abby and watch thr food channel until a little after four thirty. Then my brother came home and we were going to do my moms presents and birthday cake. She loved everything i got her, just like she loved her breakfast. So i was happy. All of us sang happy birthday to her around her awesome rocky road cake. She blew out all the candles in one puff. I hope this means her wish comes true. I also surprized her with pistachio ice cream and mint chocolate chip ice cream gum, her other two favorite ice cream types. She loved the ice cream, gum, and exspecially the rocky road cake.! Im glad her days been good.

So apparently i have alot of protien in my pee. And my doctor says it could have somthing to do with my kidneys. They could be failing.! Im starving myself and my organs to death, i cant keep this up much longer. Im not sure how long ill last. So i have to go to some specilists in some hospital in philly i think, i dont know i forgot exacly what she said about the doctor. Its just a good thing ill be going IP soon, i may tell my mom tomorrow about the date i decided on. She'll have to make a bunch of calls, i just need to get the balls to tell her. Once i tell her theres no turning back.!

1 comment:

  1. hi! i got your blog through WE. i am coco621...just wanted to say hi and i'll be thinking about you. a BMI of 14 is very very dangerous. i know how hard it is to struggle with an ED, but please try to go IP as soon as you can, love. <3

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